Tuesday, June 9, 2009
not sure what to put here...
Storm
I did it. I don't know how but i did. Yes, it finally happened. She has come back. Storm... is ... is ... alive. Its a great a wonderful sight to see her and yet, something is different, as if she knows she left, but that's ridiculous. The moon people were offended by us leaving yes, but we made it home fine. We are now back on earth, and have given up on basically everything.
i have changed the course of history, well on the moon anyway. the world seems like a darkened colder place to me now. Everyone is leaving, and death is not a sight i want to see again, and yet, i know i will, and it is something we wish upon each other(or other people) everyday.
I might say i wish people dead, but i really never mean it. and after this i never will.
So here I return Storm to her rightful place on this planet and blog, and i leave you all for this shall be my last post on all blogs. I will comment from time to time and i will pass the admin privileges to someone else for save the world... or i won't. My blogs will stay, but i will not. Good bye forever(or at least a while)
-Sonar
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Well.....
So now it is time for a good news bad news moment.
Good news: i have finally been able to rewind time. the whole how i did it... not important
bad news: i need quite a bit more energy to be able to do it to the point i need to. but i have tricked the moon people into throwing me a feast.... so i will be able to get more energy and i will let you know when this actually worked
Later
-Sonar
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
BAD!! VERY VERY BAD!!!!!!
That festival, on the moon...... Her special ceremony, they sacrificed her to the god of all gods. Apparently, they believe that space represented the evil half of the universe, while time being opposite, was the good half, sort of like yin and yang.... so they destroyed the evil half in order to try and bring about the age of enlightenment, where they would all be transformed and be able to choose their own destinies, and finally be able to live in the light. She has now been sacrificed, and i am also trying to work on my time powers to rewind this horrible mess.
Fly on to the stars my friends,
-Sonar
ps. read this with a depressing mournful mood.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
message from storm (again)
Sunday, April 5, 2009
message from storm a la neko-chan
GO CREED!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, March 13, 2009
... i'm sorry...
she was...
in love
in love for the first time
she couldn’t keep her mind off of him
especially his eyes, bright aquamarine blue, her favorite color
the boy next door
she was...
afraid to confess
afraid of the awkwardness
that would follow rejection
of the inevitable confusion if he could ever accept her
they had too many memories shared
too much to lose
they were too close
too close for love
and yet...
still
day by day, she changed
tried to be more noticeable
more kind, more interesting
more anything that would earn his approval
she straightened her hair
ignoring her own Linkin Park and Simple Plan style,
she drowned herself in classic rock and jazz
remembering him mentioning in passing
that he liked them
she tried to be more outgoing
dedicated herself to finding out more
more about him, his likes
and committing them to memory
bright jewels against her uniform gray surroundings
she made it her mission
to talk to him everyday
at least once
she planned out conversations
that would never happen
a year passed, uneventful,
yet highly colored, charged with meetings and words exchanged
she became a junior, and he,
a year ahead,
became a senior
time, running out, became more precious
she tried harder and harder to be remembered
at the end of the school year, she tried to tell him
tell him what he meant to her
what he had always meant to her
too late
the bus came to take them home
she wouldn’t see him again
Linkin Park’s ‘Faint’ reverberating in her head
she smiled, tears making her eyes shine
and followed him
her life was a soap opera
not even one of those good ones with actual story lines
just some cheesy, probably spanish soap opera
watched by housewives and mocked by everyone else in the world
she can just picture the opening scene:
it would be a soft fade in, of a girl sitting forlornly at the kitchen table
dispiritedly shuffling through stacks of letters addressed to her
all from colleges, all simple templates with her name edited in
the girl takes a bite of her green apple and adjusts her ipod
turning the music loud enough to drown out the rest of the world
a door bangs open, her younger brother arrives
blue eyes scowl at her from under a curly mop of blonde hair
wrinkling her nose at him, the girl looks through the mail again
there’s one more thing for her, a pink envelope for an all-girl’s college
and it’s in Colorado she remarks to herself
it wouldn’t be so bad to get away from everything, especially her family
she sighs and gets up, throwing the rejected envelopes into the fireplace on her way upstairs
suddenly, her ipod died, her favorite song shutting off abruptly
cursing under her breath, she continues up the stairs to her room
closing the door behind her, she opens her window and steps out, standing on the roof below
moving so as to be hidden from anyone not looking specifically for her
the girl closes her eyes and basks in the warm sunlight, singing to herself softly
the song ends, and she lays down and curls up
allowing the gentle wind to caress her, she slowly, softly falls asleep
only to be startled back into reality by a screeching voice
“Katherine! Get down here!”
the girl sighs again, getting up and stretching
going back through her window and downstairs
only to be faded out again
ok, so maybe it wasn’t that bad, but still
she tried to list the soap opera-ish characteristics of her life
and lost count, running out of paper
disgustedly, she threw the paper into the fire, watching it turn from gray graphite to black ash
the most important things were:
her mother hates her
her brother thinks she’s a ticking time bomb and tries constantly to set her off
her father thinks she’s in love with someone she’s not
her friends keep trying to pair her with different people, senseless combinations
one friend insists that she is going to find her a prom date
the other was asked to prom by someone the girl almost had a crush on
two of her best friends were going out, and everyone knew
she might be asked to prom by a girl simply to ‘protect’ that girl from a couple
her grades were dropping
her brother was failing english, and her parents were taking it out on her
and, perhaps worst of all
she found out that the boy she loved had a girlfriend
and that he thought of her as nothing more than a friend, if even that
and, she added, feeling her stomach
her mother might have poisoned her smoothie, the only thing she ate that day in an attempt to lose weight
she sighs and lays down on her bed, letting her imagination carry her away
disjointed scenes, predominantly red and black, flickered across the back of her eyelids
drifting to sleep, her wild, macabre, sadistic, merciless imagination formed a cohesive dream
it was of her suicide
eyes still red and puffy from crying herself to sleep one too many times
the girl knelt in front of her window and gazed up at the full moon
she shed one tear, then softly, lovingly, ran the knife blade over her left wrist
she was found with an ethereal smile on her face
and no one cried at her funeral...
Monday, March 9, 2009
thanks so much.... you guy's are too nice!!!!!! *hugs everyone*
Laying on my living room floor
Elbows on a pillow
6:56
Ipod in my ears, tapping my feet to the music
Home alone
Stretched in front of the fireplace
Doing my english homework
Question 2: What power does love have?
‘Viva la Vida’ in my head
I think
Think about my experience with love
Or lack of, that is
6:59 and I have an answer
Put my dull pencil to the paper’s creamy face
Ready to write, spread graphite in a pattern of my choice
and I wrote:
Love can...
make people happy beyond anything else
break their hearts
rock someone’s world
bring it crashing down around them
bring out the best in people
the worst in others
bring comfort in any situation
inspire confidence
enthuse worry, fear
open the doors to joy and pain
overcome...
But beyond anything else
Love changes...
7:45 and I’m on the last question
‘The End’ blasting in my ears, I look down and read
Question 10: Can a person ever escape their past?
Oh Mrs. Gambrill...
i wrote this in like five minutes because i was bored and didn't want to do my homework... so it's not as good as my others...
thanks!
Neko-chan X3
Thursday, March 5, 2009
a poem by neko-chan. please be nice.
Studying the person who stared back at her
She blinked owlishly, cocking her head in perplexity
This girl had changed, changed almost too much to recognize
Gone were the colorful t-shirts, the well-worn sneakers
Gone was the slightly frizzy brown hair
just long enough to put in a ponytail
All gone...
In their places were candy-colored sweaters, designer skinny jeans
Shoulder-length, straight blonde hair framed a face
whose freckles were neatly concealed by foundation
Gone was the tattered black backpack, in its place a pink purse
She looked through the glass
Remembering seeing the girl before
Sitting in the lunchroom, laughing with her friends
Crying alone, the ‘friends’ nowhere in sight
Smiling bravely, striding out to meet the world
Laughing in the arms of one boy one night
Smiling and snuggling close to another the next
Changed
She remembered...
Seeing the girl before she changed
Smiling, happy to be with her one best friend
Her one true friend
Reaching out, crying, when that friend was gone
She saw
The glimmery pink lipgloss, the tight pink sweater
denim miniskirt, black leggings and Uggs
Bag carefully carelessly over one shoulder
A tear left the girl’s eye
For what was lost, what would never be
She saw one on the other girl’s face too
And realized
The glass was a mirror...
i'll probably post another soon... i have like three
Saturday, February 28, 2009
um... it's neko-chan. sorry...
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
ok MY ADVENTURES!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, February 14, 2009
sorry this is right after my other post... and its kinda depressing....
Well, so it comes again. Just as Christmas is for family and New Years is for friends, the day for lovers has come. February 14th. St. Valentine’s Day. Its times like this, with the spring blossoms in full bloom and sweet winds blowing, that my greatest insecurity comes out. Radar has Silence, and Echo and Sonar have each other. Who is for me? I have...no one. Well, I have the best friends ever (do I even have to say it?), but while that may be enough for some people, and was enough for me for a long time, I need someone to share things with too. Those precious memories, the ones that you guys will cherish forever, I have yet to experience. Even the simple pleasure of a touch of the hands, the sing of emotions when your eyes meet, the knowledge that all of your feelings are returned; these are denied me...
WANTED: Single guy. Preferably tall. Willing for a long-term relationship. Must love animals and be tolerant of wind, rain, and occasional lightning strikes. Patience necessary. Helps to love music, the outdoors, and traveling and have a knack for languages. SEA/AIRSICKNESS WILL NOT BE TOLERATED. oh, and preferably be at least 2% bird. any kind. including erasers. if they’re nice.
Friday, February 13, 2009
I'M BAAAAAAAAACCCCCCKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, February 8, 2009
neko-chan's back!
are they flexible, maleable, like clay?
or hard, set in their shape, like stone?
is it a combination?
are they like steel?
strong, but able to change, flex
if enough pressure is applied
able to change completely with enough heat
are they like wood?
less strong than steel, but more flexible
but able to crush if there is too much pressure
and burn with too much heat
are they gold?
precious, rare
but soft, maleable
easily changed by other metals
what about cloth?
strong when pulled, made of different fibers
twisted and woven together for strength
able to change shape but still retain its identity
do people change with age?
like grapes, vibrant and sweet in their youth
but with enough time allowed
change to wine
depending on their conditions
is people’s material different?
does it differ completely, or
is it a different cut on the same gem?
different materials have different properties
different strengths, different flexibilities
just like people
what are you?
Thanks so much!!!
Neko-chan X3